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Dream [con’t]

I remembered an important part of the dream just now, I remember the certainty I had that death would greet me if I were to take that hand. And I remember this strange sense I’ve only had in one other dream. A sense that it was just a little too real to be a dream.

Typing now, I feel that it was something more like annihilation, just ceasing to be. Which maybe wouldn’t be as bad. What if the Tibetan Buddhists are right and ceasing to be isn’t the end and complete separation from everything, forever. Maybe it’s the opposite, maybe ceasing to be as we know ourselves to be is instead the complete reunification with everything, forever.

Life ain’t bad but part of me wishes I had taken that hand.

More of What Actual Mayans Think of December 21st

It could just be regular clouds but the sky is getting really hazy again. It’s freaking me out since it has been so quiet. It’s almost normal here today. To cheer myself up I did a little more looking around for Doomsday theories.

Modern-day Mayans seem like really down-to-earth people. So many chill quotes about the coming doomsday prophecy:

“We don’t know if the world is going to end,” said Liborio Yeh Kinil, a 62-year-old who can usually be found sitting on a chair outside his small grocery store at the corner of the grassy central square of the town of Uh-May in Quintana Roo state. “Remember 2006, and the `6-6-6′ (June 6, 2006): A lot of people thought something was going to happen, and nothing happened after all.”

There may be a source to their relaxed way of looking at things:

In all the fervor, Mayas rely on an ancestral calm built of good humor, calmness and the fact that it’s too hot to get all worked up about things.

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Hard to Focus

Okay. Okay then. It is hard to focus:

New York Times:

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Twitter:

callababy007: ashes ashes ashes ashes ashes aꙻ ꙻ ꙻꙻshes ashes ashes ashes we all fall down

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Yahoo News:

People clear-minded enough to report to this reporter generally had the same things to say. Totally white sky, black particulate. Black sky, white particulate. Lights appearing on the horizon. Everywhere on the horizon. It took me twenty minutes to write this. I think it reads right. Doesn’t it? I think it does. Can you call my editor?

crycannibalcorpse.com:

I’ve found myself more able than my to keep my wits about me. This ordeal has the stink of an old vice, a dirty old addiction, but that addiction now keeps me sane by standing me on the knife’s edge. Who would have thought a debilitating disease could be one’s salvation. It’s hard to get any clear news anywhere so I’ve converted this fan blog into a pseudo news room. Reach out to me if you can. I want to keep a list of the remaining coherent/reliable sources of news.

reddit.com updates thread:

You guys are going to think I’m another one of the loonies. My theory: none of us are really real. Something clicked in the universe and non-existence regained its footing on existence. We’ve begun the fade to black.