Posting from my saved drafts:
The way I see it there are two possibilities to the ultimate truth of reality. They couldn’t be more different yet they come to the same thing, this thing that we experience. It’s like telling the same story in two different ways. The narrative is the same but they way you feel while you experience it is vastly different. So perhaps the way to decide how reality works is to first really understand how you feel. It really leaves little room for planning. The ending is different according to the process, so the only course of action is to just jump on in.