This morning, another of the confused fogs that I’ve been waking up into more frequently over the last year. Mostly I feel disorientation, with a feeling underlying that, a fearful sense that I am being chased.
I make an effort to hold on to the dreams that lead to these mornings in search of understanding. It wasn’t until later in the day I started to have foggy images reveal themselves.
- a calm tangible darkness like you might imagine a thick soupy fog on a black night
- the awareness of an unseen dreamlike door, not physical, I was only aware of its presence in the way a blind person must intuit the locations of doors
- a beckoning feeling, a reaching as if a hand was waiting to grab me and pull me through if I’d reach to meet it
I’ll post again if I remember anything else yet today.